M feed/feed.go → feed/feed.go

@@ -11,7 +11,6 @@ var lovelyFeedList = []string{
 	"https://100r.co/links/rss.xml",
 	"https://begriffs.com/atom.xml",
 	"https://reese.ovine.xyz/feed.rss",
-	"https://davebucklin.com/feed.xml",
 	"https://facklambda.dev/atom.xml",
 	"https://icyphox.sh/blog/feed.xml",
 	"https://katherine.cox-buday.com/rss.xml",

M templates/now.html → templates/now.html

@@ -2,129 +2,29 @@ {{ define "now.html" }}
 {{ template "head" . }}
 {{ template "nav" . }}
 <div id="main">  
-<h3>now</h3>
-<p>this page descibes what i'm up to _now_</p>
-<h4>books</h4>
-<p>books i'm reading currently:
+<h1>what jes doing??? ? ??</h1>
+this is a <a href="https://nownownow.com/about">nowpage</a>, inspired by <a href="https://sive.rs/">derek sivers</a>.
+<h2>starting over again</h2>
+<p>i moved to southern virginia~
+<p>the people are different. the weather is different. the culture is different. i've never felt so out of water before - it forces me to confront fear daily.
+<p>i think that's a good thing. virginia is for lovers.
+<h2>leading with love</h2>
+<p>i was recently promoted from an engineer -> people manager.
+<p>i always resented programming for being logical and cold - my brain is not.
+<p>my thoughts are soft, chaotic, feeling. i was born with my empathy in overdrive. my anxiety, too.
+<p>i love growing people. i love taking pain for others.
+<p>i love nearly everyone i talk to.
+<p>i hope this doesn't kill me.
+<h2>reading a few books</h2>
 {{- range $entry := .Data.CurrentBooks.ReadingLogEntries }}
-<li>
-    <a href="https://openlibrary.org{{ $entry.Work.Key }}">{{ $entry.Work.Title | toLower }}</a>
-</li>
+<ul>
+    <li>
+        <a href="https://openlibrary.org{{ $entry.Work.Key }}">{{ $entry.Work.Title | toLower }}</a>
+    </li>
+</ul>
 {{- end }}
-</p>
-<p>
-books i have finished: <a href="https://openlibrary.org/people/j3sj3sj3s/books/already-read">linky</a>
-</p>
-<h4>journal</h4>
-<small>last updated 2024-04-10</small>
-<p><b>2024-04-09</b></p>
-<li>spent summer and winter with my parents</li>
-<li>and my sister</li>
-<li>and maddy</li>
-<li>fell in love and</li>
-<li>moved to virginia</li>
-<li>backed a trailer up</li>
-<li>(it was hard)</li>
-<li>...</li>
-<li>started exercise</li>
-<li>got promoted</li>
-<li>spent a lot of time reflecting</li>
-<li>gained 12lbs :D</li>
-<li>decided to care more</li>
-<li>but also less.</li>
-<li>looking at a happy place</li>
-<li>i'll find a healthy way</li>
-<li>to live & talk & breathe</li>
-<li>& interact with the things i love</li>
-<li>but are so, so bad for me.</li>
-<li>guess we'll see!!</li>
-<p><b>2023-03-10</b></p>
-<li>went up the cali coast</li>
-<li>to morro bay, san diego</li>
-<li>san francisco, many lakes</li>
-<li>and finally, portland!</li>
-<li>another friend had a cancer scare</li>
-<li>there were layoffs at work</li>
-<li>and i've kinda been low on energy</li>
-<li>sorry, but not really, i needed my time for me!</li>
-<li>started playing bloodbourne!</li>
-<li>started developing a new gossip-based service discovery system</li>
-<li>fack and i have been talking about microVMs and how cool they are</li>
-<li>met a person i've wanted to meet for ages</li>
-<li>played a few games of magic the gathering in person!!</li>
-<li>decided to get my motorcycle license this year</li>
-<li>and finally, now:</li>
-<li>i'm living with one of my very best friends on earth</li>
-<li>i'm starting to dance again</li>
-<p><b>2022-11-05</b></p>
-<li>finished version 1 of the van</li>
-<li>traveled to the west coast</li>
-<li>acquired a small moped</li>
-<li>walked on the beach with some of my favorite friends</li>
-<li>built a huge sand castle</li>
-<li>found burrowing bugs in the beach</li>
-<p><b>2022-07-31</b></p>
-<li>i looked death in the eyes</li>
-<li>i looked birth in the eyes</li>
-<li>the world is losing a fierce, loving, amazing woman</li>
-<p><b>2022-07-17</b></p>
-<li>the house has closed and is no longer mine</li>
-<li>purchased a van and a storage container, blog inbound</li>
-<li>traveled to south dakota with my madre</li>
-<li>got maybe-covid ????</li>
-<li>didn't play any video games for a few weeks straight</li>
-<li>cut all my hair off again and bleached it again</li>
-<li>hung out with my friend maddy a bunch</li>
-<li>i've been doing a little better</li>
-<li>building a fish at layer zero</li>
-<li>learned to solder</li>
-<li>played blackjack for the first time with some of my besties</li>
-<p><b>2022-05-30</b></p>
-<li>managed to sell my house</li>
-<li>was sick for a week straight</li>
-<li>met some new friends :3</li>
-<li>চুমু (sigh)</li>
-<li>beat jump king, but lost the bet</li>
-<p><b>2022-04-05</b></p>
-<li>moving back to MN to sell all my things</li>
-<li>TX is neXT</li>
-<p><b>2022-03-28</b></p>
-<li>came up with a list of my values</li>
-<li>decided to live in a van</li>
-<li>decided to sell/give away everything else</li>
-<p><b>2022-03-08</b></p>
-<li>have been in florida for awhile</li>
-<li>decided to sell my house</li>
-<li>decided that i value freedom and autonomy</li>
-<p><b>2022-02-10</b></p>
-<li>going to go to florida for awhile</li>
-<p><b>2022-02-04</b></p>
-<li>💀💀💀💀💀</li>
-<p><b>2022-01-28</b></p>
-<li>started friday night crafting @ layer zero</li>
-<li>rebuilt my blog :D</li>
-<p><b>2022-01-03</b></p>
-<li>had thanksgiving</li>
-<li>and christmas too</li>
-<li>funded and built layer zero</li>
-<li>warning: high tide</li>
-<p><b>2021-07-23</b></p>
-<li>king died. i screamed outside in broad daylight and cut myself with the glass of a picture of his that i broke</li>
-<li>moved in with bri <3</li>
-<li>bought a miata and a house</li>
-<li>started working at digitalocean</li>
-<li>working on shrapnl in my offtime</li>
-<p><b>2021-03-06</b></p>
-<li>feeling old</li>
-<li>finally getting my teeth fixed, after years of neglect</li>
-<li>thinking about going on psych meds again</li>
-<li>struggling</li>
-<p><b>2021-01-13</b></p>
-<li>had a merry christmas</li>
-<p><b>2020-10-07</b></p>
-<li>developing a fully libre version of <a href="https://capsul.org">capsul</a></li>
-<li>made jrss - my feed is <a href="/feeds">here</a></li>
-<li>set up a ci/cd system for cyberia <a href="https://builds.cyberia.club">linky</a></li>
-<li>moved in with some of my very good friends</li>
+<p>these books update automatically based on my openlibrary account thanks to j3s.sh being a <a href="/thought/my-website-is-one-binary.html">dynamic website</a>.
+
+<p><small>this page was last updated on 2024-04-29</small></p>
 </div>
-{{end}}
+{{ end }}