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<h3>now</h3>
<p>this page descibes what i'm up to _now_</p>
<h4>books</h4>
<p>books i'm reading currently:
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<p>
books i have finished: <a href="https://openlibrary.org/people/j3sj3sj3s/books/already-read">linky</a>
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<h4>journal</h4>
<small>last updated 2024-04-10</small>
<p><b>2024-04-09</b></p>
<li>spent summer and winter with my parents</li>
<li>and my sister</li>
<li>and maddy</li>
<li>fell in love and</li>
<li>moved to virginia</li>
<li>backed a trailer up</li>
<li>(it was hard)</li>
<li>...</li>
<li>started exercise</li>
<li>got promoted</li>
<li>spent a lot of time reflecting</li>
<li>gained 12lbs :D</li>
<li>decided to care more</li>
<li>but also less.</li>
<li>looking at a happy place</li>
<li>i'll find a healthy way</li>
<li>to live & talk & breathe</li>
<li>& interact with the things i love</li>
<li>but are so, so bad for me.</li>
<li>guess we'll see!!</li>
<p><b>2023-03-10</b></p>
<li>went up the cali coast</li>
<li>to morro bay, san diego</li>
<li>san francisco, many lakes</li>
<li>and finally, portland!</li>
<li>another friend had a cancer scare</li>
<li>there were layoffs at work</li>
<li>and i've kinda been low on energy</li>
<li>sorry, but not really, i needed my time for me!</li>
<li>started playing bloodbourne!</li>
<li>started developing a new gossip-based service discovery system</li>
<li>fack and i have been talking about microVMs and how cool they are</li>
<li>met a person i've wanted to meet for ages</li>
<li>played a few games of magic the gathering in person!!</li>
<li>decided to get my motorcycle license this year</li>
<li>and finally, now:</li>
<li>i'm living with one of my very best friends on earth</li>
<li>i'm starting to dance again</li>
<p><b>2022-11-05</b></p>
<li>finished version 1 of the van</li>
<li>traveled to the west coast</li>
<li>acquired a small moped</li>
<li>walked on the beach with some of my favorite friends</li>
<li>built a huge sand castle</li>
<li>found burrowing bugs in the beach</li>
<p><b>2022-07-31</b></p>
<li>i looked death in the eyes</li>
<li>i looked birth in the eyes</li>
<li>the world is losing a fierce, loving, amazing woman</li>
<p><b>2022-07-17</b></p>
<li>the house has closed and is no longer mine</li>
<li>purchased a van and a storage container, blog inbound</li>
<li>traveled to south dakota with my madre</li>
<li>got maybe-covid ????</li>
<li>didn't play any video games for a few weeks straight</li>
<li>cut all my hair off again and bleached it again</li>
<li>hung out with my friend maddy a bunch</li>
<li>i've been doing a little better</li>
<li>building a fish at layer zero</li>
<li>learned to solder</li>
<li>played blackjack for the first time with some of my besties</li>
<p><b>2022-05-30</b></p>
<li>managed to sell my house</li>
<li>was sick for a week straight</li>
<li>met some new friends :3</li>
<li>চুমু (sigh)</li>
<li>beat jump king, but lost the bet</li>
<p><b>2022-04-05</b></p>
<li>moving back to MN to sell all my things</li>
<li>TX is neXT</li>
<p><b>2022-03-28</b></p>
<li>came up with a list of my values</li>
<li>decided to live in a van</li>
<li>decided to sell/give away everything else</li>
<p><b>2022-03-08</b></p>
<li>have been in florida for awhile</li>
<li>decided to sell my house</li>
<li>decided that i value freedom and autonomy</li>
<p><b>2022-02-10</b></p>
<li>going to go to florida for awhile</li>
<p><b>2022-02-04</b></p>
<li>💀💀💀💀💀</li>
<p><b>2022-01-28</b></p>
<li>started friday night crafting @ layer zero</li>
<li>rebuilt my blog :D</li>
<p><b>2022-01-03</b></p>
<li>had thanksgiving</li>
<li>and christmas too</li>
<li>funded and built layer zero</li>
<li>warning: high tide</li>
<p><b>2021-07-23</b></p>
<li>king died. i screamed outside in broad daylight and cut myself with the glass of a picture of his that i broke</li>
<li>moved in with bri <3</li>
<li>bought a miata and a house</li>
<li>started working at digitalocean</li>
<li>working on shrapnl in my offtime</li>
<p><b>2021-03-06</b></p>
<li>feeling old</li>
<li>finally getting my teeth fixed, after years of neglect</li>
<li>thinking about going on psych meds again</li>
<li>struggling</li>
<p><b>2021-01-13</b></p>
<li>had a merry christmas</li>
<p><b>2020-10-07</b></p>
<li>developing a fully libre version of <a href="https://capsul.org">capsul</a></li>
<li>made jrss - my feed is <a href="/feeds">here</a></li>
<li>set up a ci/cd system for cyberia <a href="https://builds.cyberia.club">linky</a></li>
<li>moved in with some of my very good friends</li>
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